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Saturday, February 07, 2004

run baby run yoo gotta move on it.. everybody gets out before they get hit..

the seventh. ah. =) beautiful day isn't it. well. its only beautiful cause its the seventh. no hidden agendas. once again. ha. =))

well. yeap. school was a bore. 4 hours of maths. thus i was driven crazy. blame me not for the things i've done yesterday. regret? well. maybe. i'm not too sure bout it anymore. hm. went for some modelling thing. hm. ha. well.. we'll see. i might be conned. HAHA. nah. joke. interested in a sense? seems. fun! *yay.. craps.

met aunt iris.. mumsie and grams yesterday.. after my model thingy. at taka! yeah. talked to sweetie for awhile.. and headed to eat at.. crystal jade! that.. la mian place. i don't like la mian. but i like that xiao long bao! lol. =\ yummm. but ugh. i'm so gonna grow fat if i continue eating that way.. maybe.. i'm binge-ing. ? lol. =x jokingggggg. yeah..

bought sb! only 2 though. bleah. mumsie wants ta get a new jacket fer meh. yayness. mumsie knows me the best. haha. times like these i love her da most. anyway. she's been pretty relaxed wimme since last fri. i wonder why. she didn't even take my keys outta my room last night? hur. weird.

was messaging like M A D yesterday. goodness. my fingers were hardly stopping. ha. headed to taka library. stoned. til.. ~~someone~~ together with.. caroline and another girl.. came over. ha. well. what happened to that. just let me see yoo. yoo wouldn't see me.. logic? ha. oh WELLS. yeah. i did something. and i couldn't believe it. i spoke to her. not once. but twice. well. first time i couldn't take it. second time.. i basically just listened through most of the parts cept for such. i don't mean to say this really. but its nothing i've never heard before. still. the. same. old. story. ain't it?

ha. well. yupp. i don't intend to still. am not being rash. or acting outta my own emotions. maybe. i don't know. but i'm positive. that certain things. well. there are just certain limits. and i guess. i finally decided to.. well. shorten the span of my limits? ah. i'm talking rubbs again. blah. hm. certain things. can't be explained. can't be felt by any others. except for oneself. so. yeah. hm.

dad was at coyote ugly. know. the one near golden? omg. i think i wanted ta collapse when i heard that. ahhh. and that new place. pho chine or something. is damn nice!? its this pho place. and a bar too. I HOPE? cos if it is. i wouldn't mind going over for a few visits. its like. whoa. i LOVE the atmosphere. and yay. there are MANY discoballs. haha. i have a fetish for that. =X lol. just a joke. i have a thing for discoballs. they're nice!! =D

didn't go down ta monks. and i did another dumb thing. ha. i talked to joseph. well. at first she just wanted to clarify the.. i'm-not-attached thing. so i was literally drowned in her screaming. *squints* yeashh. haha. and after that. just talked a lil here and there. clarified bout feelings gone and suchs. hmm. yeah. she cried. i dunno. did i say anything wrong? or should i have just lied huh. ~~the way she lied to me?~~ i guess i did the right thing? well. opinions differ. hur.

slept soon after staring at my starglobe. it improves my mood! so thank god for that. heh. hmm. yeah. slept for about 11 hours. lol. or 10. hmm. round there. was messaging kayE23? lol. was surprised to receive her message yesterday though. didn't really occur to me that she'll message me. haha. oh well. messaged for quite a long time. oh. ski called. hm. ha. well. i believe something. but i don't know if i should say it. lol. i think us passives loook like ping pong balls or any ball related objects. cos bungs like to push us around? ya. blah. nothing much i can say bout that.

i'm not done with my shopping yet! geez. ha. oh wel. my dad got the invitation pass to maa's private party at zouk with liberty x! MAN. if only i was born in 85. MAYBE i could go? CRYYY. whyyyyyy. =\ but nevermind. i'm gonna.. find a way to do so. BLEAH. 11th feb! which is. 4 days. which is. wed! wooo. lol. i wan maa. i wan i wan iwan~ =\ i think i got another pass too. for the private bash. who else wants to go?! message/call me! one pass is valid for 2! =)

i'm being nice alright. anyways. i think the whole world enjoys lying to me. haha. blah. maybe i just have the.. -please lie to me- face. bleah. so she hasn't left. and i'm not supposed to know. but well. giirl. too bad. i just did. =)

you. i don't understand. i don't think i want to. so just save it alright. save it.

blahs. signing out soon. with lyrics! lovely song. deep meaning. ah well. =))

x.butterfly takes flight.x

"The Trouble With Love Is"

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...

Love can be a many splendid thing
Can't deny the ^joy it brings
~~A dozen roses, diamond rings~~
^Dreams for sale and ^{fairy tales}
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want ^{the world to see}
But like a _drug that makes you _blind,
It'll _{fool ya every time}

The trouble with love is
It can _{tear you up inside}
Make _{your heart believe a lie}
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a _fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a _{deeper blue}
I'm _{sadder_{, but I'm ^wiser too}}
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the _pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can _{tear you up inside}
Make _{your heart believe a lie}
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around
~~I think I've got it all figured out~~
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on _fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can _tear you up inside) It can _{tear you up inside}
(Make your heart believe a _lie) Make _{your heart believe a lie}
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul(doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can _{tear you up inside})
(_{Make your heart believe a lie₎}

shoulda woulda coulda can't change my mind.

;elysium.
4:12:00 PM